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It’s what Thanksgiving is all about.

Pumpkin Pie - The Greatest Holiday GiftThe best thing about Thanksgiving and the rest of the holiday season isn’t the fact that we get and receive all sorts of love from friends and families, it isn’t the fact that people are so cheery (which they should be all year), or the familiar jingles on the radio that we missed (or dreaded) hearing all year. It’s all about how ubiquitous pumpkin pie is… my absolute favorite desert/meal of all time. I may not be able to live off of it, but I’d be more than willing to try!

So what’s gone on in the last week or so since I last posted? The usual: being absolutely busy. However, some great deity up above must read this blog and felt some sort of pity for me, because two of my exams last week were moved! To next week! That spreads things out, and slightly decreases the stress in my life. Until I think about an optical mineralogy exam on Thursday which we haven’t even had a chance to really go over the subject matter at all. Looks like I’ll be spending Wednesday night in the lab, along with some fellow students. So yes, another week, another 3 exams!

I also talked to the athletic trainer at school about my ankle. I’ve never sprained my ankle, so I don’t know what to really expect. It’s still sore when I pivot or if I walk too much. He explained to me that I could be looking at up to 8 more weeks of this type of pain! After that, I’ll be able to play sports that have a lot of high impact activity again. However, people who severly sprain their ankle have a 70% chance of respraining it again within a year! I think I should do it right now just to get it out of the way… šŸ˜‰

On Thursday night, I increased the number of Klutzy-Things-I’ve-Done-This-Semester, setting a new record. My roommate Bre asked if I wanted to go out with her and some of her friends to get a few drinks. I almost didn’t know what to do, especially when faced with a decision such as hanging out with a few interesting people or staying in and writing a paper! We all went out and part way through the night, I am talking and somehow my drink falls out of my hand. And spills all over Bre’s leg and foot. Oh yes! That was awesome.

Dave’s Klutz-Point tally so far this semester:
Fall down stairs at school: 4
Spill acid on my notes in lab (whole bottle!): 2
Cut myself with knife in lab practicum: 1
Spilled potable liquids: Countless times
Spilled potable liquid on person: 1

I think that factors out to about 12 million Klutz-Points at the moment. I guess my goal this semester is to see how high the counter can go.

Friday night – Saw Napolean Dynamite. That movie was absolutely hilarious! I definitely recommend it for anyone looking for a good laugh. Plus, the theater we went to on Haight Street was just completely rad as well. I will definitely be going back to that.

Our parents came up on Wednesday to visit Michelle and I. They stayed at her place and enjoyed it quite a bit. I personally like Michelle’s place a lot, and was anxious to show them my place, but somewhat apprehensive too, since I didn’t think it compared all that well. Evidentially I was wrong. Both of my parents were thrilled with it, and my mom even described it as ā€œa modern mansion.ā€ That feels pretty good. I definitely don’t see myself moving out of here anytime soon. I might even be getting a bigger bedroom too if one of our roommates moves out.

Our turkey dinner didn’t turn out as planned, but despite that, it was still fun. And I think we all made up for it by having extra helpings of pumpkin pie! OH YES.

They also brought the dogs up as well! I miss them and wish I could have a dog up here. We took them to the beach and they LOVED it. It’s too bad the beaches in Southern California don’t allow dogs. They had fun and frolicked through the waves with a lot of the other dogs that were on the beach too. We saw a side of them that we’ve never seen before. Took quite a few pictures too. That was enjoyable.

The parents and the dogs both left earlier today to go back home. That was nice to see them again and was probably one of the best Thanksgivings that we’ve ever had as a family. Michelle and I will be back down in So Cal around Christmas time though, so that will be the next chance to see everyone again.

Anyway, happy holidays.

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Constantly proving that sleep is a waste of time.

It’s nearly 2AM and I have a paper due in Structural Geology in roughly 10 hours. Of course I’ve had about 3 weeks to do it, but in true college student fashion, I wait until the night/morning before! I should really do something about my procrastination problems, but I figure I’d just put it off.

Anyway, my insane schedule for the next few days:


11/17. . .Wednesday. . . . . . Paper due in Structural Geology
11/18. . .Thursday. . . . . . .Mineralogy Identification Exam
11/20. . .Saturday. . . . . . .Mineralogy Field Trip
11/22. . .Monday. . . . . . . .Exams in both Structural Geology and Stratigraphy
11/23. . .Tuesday. . . . . . . Another exam in Mineralogy

Yes! Despite overwhelming odds, I will try to keep a positive attitude about this. I welcome these exams with open arms! Bring it on!

Also, an awesome link recommended to me by my friend Peter:
TerraGalleria – Lots of high quality photos of almost every national park in the United States. Awesome!

A site I stumbled across earlier today showed some amazing pictures of the Auroras/Northern Lights that are currently going on. These pics were taken just a few days ago:
http://www.extremeinstability.com/04-11-8.htm

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A week of insanity: Includes klutziness, school work and lack of sleep!

As the title suggests, this past week has been a tough one. Michelle and I ended up leaving on Monday since she had to be at work on Tuesday. We rolled into the city quite early in the morning. I had noble intentions to make it to minerology (which was a mere 6 hours away), but when my alarm went off, I threw it out the window along with my noble intentions.

So effectively I only had 2 full days at home, which were spent hanging out with Nic and Dan, purchasing things (Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas), playing said things, studying for a huge minerology exam and writing a paper. Sadly, because of this somewhat hectic schedule, I wasn’t able to meet up with some other people I had wanted to see and ended up flaking out by not even calling them. Ugh. I apologize guys.

On Wednesday, it was raining which naturally made everything quite slippery. I decided to celebrate by throwing myself down the stairs! In the process, I slightly tweaked my *other* ankle! So now I have two gimp ankles! Let’s hope I won’t have to be running from any predatory animals, man-eating cars or other villans in the next few days.

I decided to make the best of Thursday by taking an exam for Mineralogy, where I coughed up random knowledge of mineral formulas, such as the chemical formula for cerrusite (which is PbCO3) in case you were wondering). A late night study session at school on Wednesday night with some fellow friends greatly helped out, so I feel slightly confident about my exam. It will probably turn out to be a 32%, which (thanks to the insane curve in our class) will equate to an A-. Yes!

As if I didn’t torture myself enough on Thursday, I decided to continue writing a paper for my stratigraphy class which was due on Friday. I stayed up until 1:30 in the morning writing it, woke up at 5:00am and finished it at 9:00am, which was just in time to go to class. A total of 3 and a half hours of sleep! I think I was able to make it through the day simply based on how delirious I was.

We also had a field trip this weekend for our stratigraphy class which we voted to turn into a one day trip. So we leave tomorrow at about 7am.

Earlier this evening I was reorganizing some of the photos in my gallery and deleting a lot of useless/redundant/bad photos. Specifically, looking through pictures of Tsunami Bomb that I took this summer at the Troubadour and getting rid of a lot of random photos there, so now it should only consist of the best. Some of them are even posted on their website too! If you go to their photo gallery and scroll down to the July 16th show, you will see 3 rows of pictures from that show. The last row of photos are mine. Awesome! No credit on the site though. Ah well.

Changing subjects once again: This semester, I’ve been tasked with rebuilding the SF-ROCKS (Reaching Out to Communities and Kids with Science in San Francisco) website. You can view the old website here. We just went live with the new site last week, and you can find it here. I’m pretty happy with it overall. Still some stuff to add and things to clean up, but I think it’s quite an improvement. Of course I might be biased. šŸ™‚

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Home for a few days.

Next week is the annual Geological Society of America conference in Colorado. Many of my professors will be attending next week, so some of my geology classes are cancelled. I’ll be taking advantage of this situation and flying back home to So Cal for a few days to visit family and friends. Then on Tuesday I will be driving back up, which means I’ll have my car! It will be nice to be mobile again. However, it was still pretty easy to survive up here without a car for the last 10 months.

I went with a friend from Berkeley and saw a play entitled ā€œThe Real Thingā€ last night at a theater downtown. That was fun, especially since I hadn’t been to a play in quite awhile. I think I prefer live theater to seeing movies. It’s a lot more fun, and interesting how complex and large stories can be told using a simple set and few props. Pretty powerful experience in my opinion.

My temper has kind of cooled the last few days and I’m not as angry over the results of the election as I previously was. However, I saw some pretty sketchy stuff at school on Tuesday that made me sad at how people have to act. I posted about it on a friend’s website:

The dread I was feeling probably represents what can/might/will happen on both sides of the political spectrum, and it was especially evident today at school. I get to school to find a large protest forming in our quad and chants of ā€œNO MORE WARā€. Noble I suppose.However, as I approached, I noticed a table in the center of the crowd and two people sitting down at it with emotionless looks on their faces. Turns out it was a Bush/Cheney table. Not sure why they were setup on November 3rd, but regardless!

Anyway, I guess this whole crowd and makeshift protest started when two Muslim women ran up to their table with a Palestinian flag and started irrationally yelling at these two Bush/Cheney supporters, as if every problem in the world is specifically these two students faults. How they had the balls to sit in the middle of this crowd that was yelling all manner of obscenities at them, I don’t know. But I admire them for that and I am truly ashamed at the complete bullshit that ā€œmyā€ side was giving them. I walked away in embarrassment.

At lunch, I sit back in the quad to see what new antics are going on. These four girls were making quite a big deal of the failed prospects of Kerry and espouting such insightful lines like ā€œBush had to cheat to get through Yale and had to cheat to get through this election!ā€

Maybe I’m confused, but even through my ultra liberal eyes, I think Bush handily won fair and square, and by a large margin. The claims of cheating were LUDICROUS. Then a group of guys decides to tell them to, in a polite way, ā€œShut the Fuck Up!ā€ Of course this sets the crazy women off and a screaming match ensures about who can say ā€œGeorge Bush Sucks!ā€ or ā€œFuck You!ā€ the loudest.

Ugh. The hypocracy that the liberal side showed today was downright shameful and embarrassing. Many of us have claimed that we get the ā€œPatriotic = No Dissentā€ quite often from conservatives and are shouted down for offering our point of view. Yet, these exact same people turned the tables and did it to others! Yelling at people, insulting them, dehumanizing them and screaming profanity at them, all because they believe that their guy is doing the right thing. It makes me sick.

I’m not happy with the results of this election, and I was angry/depressed this morning. But the majority of Americans spoke and approved of Bush’s policies. I accept that fact. It makes me unhappy, but I am willing to accept it and move on. While I still disagree on many of his policies, I will not shout people down simply because they voted for him.

Ugh. At the moment, I don’t see how the nation can be unified. We are so completely polarized (and the split was still almost 50-50 for all intents and purposes). There are many angry with each other on both sides.

Regardless of who is our President, I think it’s a sad state of affairs when we degrade our brothers and sisters simply based on their idealogical beliefs.

Anyway, it’s time to finish packing!

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A mandate of death?

Ridiculous.

In anycase, it looks like the people have spoken, and apparently they approve of the President’s policy of disaster and destruction in resounding fashion. Four more years of death, four more years of fighting a war that no one has ever bothered to explain if we can even ā€œwinā€. How many more of our friends, relatives and innocent bystanders on both sides of the ocean will have to die for naught?

And while we’re at it, we’ve managed to strip rights from our fellow brothers and sisters in 11 states by creating laws that declare the marriage between two people who love each other as illegal. Somehow this is supposed to protect the ā€œsanctityā€ of marriage, as well as protecting and preserving the family unit in the United States. Perhaps I’m just confused, but when the divorce rate in our nation is over 50% and people like Britney Spears can get a drunken marriage, only to have it anulled a mere 3 days later, it is my opinion that the institution of marriage is already completely destroyed.

It’s embarrassing. I guess I should ultimately come to grips with the fact that I live in an extraordinarily conservative country. And it appears to only be getting even more conservative.

I guess this also means four more years of being shouted down with informative remarks such as ā€œIf you don’t like it, then get out!ā€ Perhaps it’s high time to consider that idea. Instead of UC Berkeley or UCLA for grad school, I’ll start looking at places in New Zealand, Canada or Sweden.


Just like the children’s sandpit
Just like the wild wild west
At random choose a target
It’s not enough to be second best
So you wanna fight them
The weaker one is always wrong
Yeah now you wanna fight them
A real man’s gotta show the world he’s strong

Stuck up, abuse of powers
It’s a part of a leader’s role
We only take what’s ours
A slick line to stay in control
Hate breeds more hate it’s easy to understand
To retaliate and to be a true macho man
Goes hand in hand

So show the world you’re strong
The weaker one is wrong
And I know it won’t take long
Until they’re dead and gone

-Millencolin, ā€œAfghanā€

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Feeling down.

After debating with myself and thinking quite hard about who I will vote for, I finally cast my absentee ballot for Kerry and sent it in. I’m not all that happy with the decision, but after thinking about the other choices on the ballot, I feel that represents the best choice.

I have this sense of dread hanging over me though and I can’t quite explain it. I’ve been feeling down and I think it has to do with all the news of the election and what’s going on abroad. To quote some friends, ā€œIt’s as if there is some impending doom.ā€ Judging by the polls that have been going on this past week, Kerry isn’t doing all that hot. Ugh.

I fail to see how the Bush administration has been good for our nation when we haven’t been this polarized and divided since the Civil War.

We’ll have to see what tomorrow (today?) brings I suppose.

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The Rising Cost of College

Cal State system approves 8% fee hike for 2005-2006. Note: This is our FOURTH fee hike in as many years!

So what does it look like overall? Before all this fee hiking madness, the cost per semester to attend San Francisco State University was $913.00. After digging up some links and reference sources, I put together a small table showing the increase over the last few years in the Cal State system.

Year % Increase Tuition $ Increase
2005-2006 8.0% $1607.44 $119.07
2004-2005 14.0% $1488.37 $182.78
2003-2004 30.0% $1305.59 $301.29
2002-2003 10.0% $1004.30 $91.30
2001-2002 – $913.00 –

Net Increase (4 years): $694.44
Overall increase (percentage) from 2001-2002: 43%

References:

SFSU 2001-2002 Tuition: $913.00
http://www.sfsu.edu/~bulletin/noindex/0203/fee.htm

2005 8% Fee Increase:
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/news/archive/2004/10/28/state1826EDT0141.DTL

2004 30% Fee Increase
http://www.calstate.edu/pa/news/2003/BOT0703.shtml

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New Tune!

Alright, just completed a new tune. Check it out! šŸ™‚ 4 minutes, 3.8mb download.

Download ā€œOut of Life.ā€ Still need to lay down a vocal track at some point (I say that about all my songs) and get someone over to record a bass line. Other than that, it is complete! Check it out. šŸ™‚

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Burn Out.

I’d like to take a quick moment by announcing the following:

Yankees Suck!

These last few days, I’ve been watching some of the greatest baseball that I’ve ever seen. It was with great pleasure that I was able to watch the New York Yankees engineer one of the greatest chokes in all of sports history, blowing a 3 games to 0 lead.

I’m quite happy for the BoSox, and they definitely earned it!

Swollen right ankle

Alright, in other news, my ankle is well on the way to recovery thankfully. I went to the emergency room on Friday night and got it x-rayed and they confirmed nothing was broken, then recommeded that I stay off it for the next few days. I can walk around almost perfectly fine now, but I still feel quite a bit of pain and there remains a rather large bruise on the bottom side of my ankle.

Despite the doctors orders, I ā€œsnuckā€ out of the house and saw Hot Water Music play on Sunday night with David and Michelle (MP3’s available on their site). That was the first time I’ve been able to see them. They put on an energetic show. I was surprised at how few people there were there. These guys are an extraordinarily talented band and it’s a shame they don’t get more respect. Next time they come around, I will definitely check them out again. I imagine the show would be quite a bit more fun without having a gimp leg. šŸ™‚

This last week at school has been absolutely killer. Between work, writing papers, studying for insane mineralogy examinations and an endless attack of geology field trips, I have no free time! I’ve been getting 4 – 6 hours of sleep the past few nights and it is really taking a toll on me. Things should settle down momentarily after this weekend though, so I can catch up on some well needed rest, especially with the coming flu season.

For those who want some excellent reading material to put you to sleep at night, my report from the internship this summer can be found here.

Lastly, mark your calendars! Looks like I’ll be back down in California from Nov 5. to Nov 9, when I will be taking my car back up here with me! That will be awesome to finally have that up here.

Alright, 11:55pm, class in a mere 8 hours. Time to write more papers! I wonder what it’d be like to pull an all nighter and just go straight to school…

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A knack for missing field trips.

Last night I went to Berkeley to play volleyball again. Overall, it was quite a bad night. Too many egos on the court, too many people that think they are olympic caliber players and giving other people crap. We’re all there just to have fun. Regardless, I realize there are going to be ultracompetitive people in any type of sport you play, whether it is for fun or part of a league. Ultimately, I can shake that off and just ignore them.

So about 45 minutes into the night, I go up to hit a ball that is tight to the net, land funny, causing my ankle to roll. I hear a large ā€œpop!ā€ and on the ground I go! Oh yes, I sprained my ankle. I have never done that before and this hurts like nothing I’ve ever felt.

Despite the pain, I was able to walk on it a bit last night. Now today, I can’t even put *any* pressure on it! Luckily, David and Michelle were home and gave me a ride back to my place all the way from Berkeley. I don’t think there’s any way I could have made it home otherwise. I’m planning at some point to go to the school’s infirmary and get this thing checked out, just to make sure I didn’t break it. The only question is, how will I get to school and walk halfway across campus, all without crutches?

As luck would have it also, I should be leaving right now for a field trip in one of my geology classes. Obviously, there is no way I could have made it this weekend. I’m getting pretty good at missing these trips. Last year, I missed a major one because I came down with the flu and a sinus infection. Ugh! Go figure.

Anyway, here’s to hoping for a speedy recovery.

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